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Today’s blog was intended to be a light-hearted look at the Chinese New Year and a little bit about one of my photos appearing in a book by Alison Weir ‘The Lost Tudor Princess’, but then I got to watching The Wright Stuff….urgh….

How ludicrous that sounds; Benefits Britain. If there is one subject that is bound to increase my ire by levels unbounded it’s the question of ‘Benefits’.  As a South African I had never experienced the idea of ‘benefits’ from the government of the country. We grew up being taught the value of working hard in school, getting good marks, looking for a good job when you graduated, then working hard at our chosen career, paying taxes and paying monthly into an unemployment insurance fund…a fund that gave you 6 months of income should you fall ill, have a baby or become incapacitated by an accident. Only 6 months!! Not for the rest of your life!  You had to have proof of why you needed the money (even though you had paid it in yourself for however many years) – like a letter from your Doctor to say you had, had a baby, or were too ill to work. For the first 2 months you got a payout commensurate with your last income, over the next few months the level of payment went down to 50%, 40%, 30% and then the final stipend ended with however much you had left in the pot……the point here is that each individual who worked HAD to pay into this, it wasn’t optional, it was mandatory, and you only got out WHAT YOU HAD PAID IN!!!! You didn’t get a lifetime of handouts from the government. You had to have medical insurance that you paid for and savings for those rainy days.

And yes, lets call these so called ‘benefits’ by what they really are…handouts!

Now I know for sure that the chests of many British people will heave with indignation when I say this, but hello??? Why are people who have never done a day’s work in their lives getting ‘benefits’ anyway? What right do they have to receive a monthly payout from the government when they have done nothing to earn it?

And before you go getting all puffed up, lets stop for a second….I understand perfectly the reasoning behind the government supporting people who are disabled from birth, or someone who is incapacitated by an unavoidable disease or illness or the elderly, or someone injured protecting the country, but I do not and cannot, even after living here for 15 years, quite get my head around how it is that people who have never held a job in their lives and have no plans to, who have multiple babies get a monthly handout for each kid, and not only that, but they also get to demand a council house…and when there are too many kids to fit into that house they then demand a bigger one. Stop breeding for goodness sake. Contraception is readily available on your FREE National Health Service, it’s the 21st century, we all know where babies come from!!

And as for getting money for being out or work??? Seriously?? In all my 30 years of working in South Africa whenever I was retrenched or lost my job for whatever reason, I had to fall back on my savings to support myself and pay the rent…I didn’t get money from the government. I had to get out and look for another job or the rent/mortgage didn’t get paid. The number of ‘benefits’ levels is astounding. I won’t even go into those because the number of reasons you can claim benefits is unbelievable.

This morning on The Wright Stuff, the main topic of discussion was people who earned £30k per month, and who had subsidised rent in council houses….subsidised by my taxes!!! I truly object. I work extremely hard doing a job that many British people would consider beneath them (and I know this to be true because my job description has been met with expressions of horror in the past with an ‘I would never do that!!’ and to be fair, for balance, I have also been met with ‘that’s an amazing thing to do’), I earn below the minimum wage and put up with a lot of shit in many instances from people who think that because I’m from one of the old ‘colonies’ I’m uneducated and unable to find a proper job, who are disparaging, condescending, and rude and treat me (and other Carers) with disdain. And I pay my taxes….I pay more than bloody Google, Amazon or Starbucks amongst many others who pay 4% taxes on profit, or the super wealthy who move their money to offshore accounts to avoid paying tax. I pay 20% tax on my ‘profits’…..why? because I’m self-employed my whole salary except for the threshold are considered to be profits, and I work for my living AND more importantly I pay my own rent…I don’t get a handout from the government

My accommodation consists of a mattress on the floor of my daughter’s spare room. A room filled with boxes because I have nowhere to put the stuff in them…ergo, I can’t afford my own home! I can’t afford the rental on a place of my own. How else can I say that? and yet, there are people in the UK who are earning a good £10k+ more than me who get their rent subsidised by MY taxes! How is that fair? It’s bloody ludicrous.

Frankly I think the whole idea of the benefits system needs a major overhaul, and yes I agree that the large corporations like those mentioned above should pay wayyyyy more tax than they do in the UK. But that is another issue altogether that seriously needs to be addressed. Tax avoidance.

However, back to the subsidised rents of council house tenants who earn £30k+, why is this happening? Why are they not, like thousands of others, paying market price rentals? I would much rather my taxes are spent on increasing the salaries of Junior Doctors, increasing the wages of Nurses (who I might add do a dreadfully stressful job), or paying our Police a better wage and employing more instead of retrenching more and more, or spent on training more teachers, mental health service practitioners, or spend it on the infrastructure of the country, like better flood defences, or the RNLI – services that each year are stretched to the limit. It’s bad enough that ‘benefits’ are paid out to families who through decades of getting handouts on the dole believe it’s now their right to get money from the government without any prior contribution, but to subsidise council house rents for people who are earning not only more than I do and I warrant many others, but get their rent paid off the back of my hard work.

I object!! It’s not only day-light robbery, it’s downright disgraceful.

As for tax-avoidance….don’t even get me started on that subject!!!

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Goodbye Daddy, Dad, Derrek

So last week Monday my father, Derrek died suddenly. He was found on that morning dead on the floor. We have no idea what happened as with folks his age they no longer do an autopsy unless foul play is suspected.

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My Dad, taken the day before he died.

It’s possible his heart just stopped (he had a triple bypass many years ago) or perhaps he fell and bashed his head.  At 85 neither are at all surprising.

My father had a long life, well passed his 3 score and 10 with a very adventurous latter life. He was in the early stages of Alzheimers’, and as a Carer for the elderly, I am grateful he went fast.  Alzheimer’s is a horrible disease and can reduce people to empty shells of themselves, disabled and dependent, incontinent and unable to remember family members never mind themselves…sometimes slipping out of the fugues for a moment or two they suddenly realise that they have been ‘gone’ for a while; this is very distressing for all concerned.

Today was his memorial service. DadHis wishes were to be cremated, which he was last week, and he wanted his ashes scattered in the Clovelly wetlands in Cape Town, his home town for decades, and apparently one of his favourite places…..there is so much I do not know about my father.

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My Dad as a little boy

I didn’t fly home for the service, my Dad and I had spoken only once in the last 4 years….

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one day in 2011, 3 generations; Cémanthe..my daughter’s hand, my hand and my Dads hand..the last time I saw him in person…

mostly through choice on both our sides I guess….although I did send him messages for his birthdays, messages that were never returned….as well as which I am working, and would have lost out on over nearly £2,000 of income, and I simply do not have the funds to pay out for a flight to South Africa…

But this year he did, out of the blue, phone me for my 60th birthday….to be honest I have no recollection of the phone call but my daughter assures me he did and that it was a very nice call in which he for the first time in more years than I can count, asked about what I was doing and how things were in my life…..I have a vague sense of the call, but I seem to have blocked it for some reason, or perhaps the excitement of the day took it right our of my head….my daughter took me for a helicopter ride over London that day!!

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Me and Cémanthe on the helicopter ride for my 60th

Very co-incidentally my sister Sioux was here in the UK on the day we received the news….she had only just arrived a week or so before after having planned the journey for quite some time.

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Sioux on the day she arrived in the UK; 29.11.2015

 

Neither of us could afford to fly back. So since we did not fly back for the memorial service/wake, we each wrote a message to be read out at the service…..this is what I said:

Eulogy for Dad

Hello to all from London. Thanks in advance to Paul who has kindly agreed to read my missive…..I never use 5 words when 50 will suffice…..I hope you don’t fall asleep. LOL.
My ever grateful thanks to my dearest sister Caroline for standing in for absent siblings. For being a tower of strength and love for Valerie and Deidre in the days following Derrek’s passing.
As a brief introduction to those who have never met me, I am Derrek’s eldest daughter Cindy…now living in London and soon (hopefully) to be a British Citizen…..Dad you could at least have waited till I got my passport!! I was so looking forward to surprising you with a photo of my little red book. Oh well.
Firstly as the eldest of my father’s numerous offspring, may I just say thank you all for attending Derrek’s memorial service and for supporting my siblings…. I am sure he will be well pleased to see you all here. All with completely different memories of the man we knew either as Derrek or Daddy.

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a rare image…in this photo are 3 of his children and 3 of his grandchildren…..circa *1984

I’d like to send my loving wishes and massive hugs to my family, those who were able to attend and those who due to circumstances were not. I love you all and I’m immensely proud of each and every one of you.
Firstly to Valerie for being the, from what I’ve seen, amazing executrix of his estate and for organising and arranging and being there for your little sister and big brother. What a gem you are. I’m sorry for your loss honey, I have no doubt that Dad would be awesomely proud of how you have taken on this role and managed it so well despite your pain.
To Kevin, my little brother… I am truly sorry for your loss, I know you had a really good relationship with Dad and will miss him terribly. I’m glad you have so many wonderful memories, like riding with him through Europe behind the Tour de France some years ago and the many holidays you enjoyed with him.
To Deidre, my littlest sister, I’m sorry for your loss sweetie. I know you too had a good relationship with Dad and will no doubt miss him terribly. I’m so glad he brought you into the world, you are so the spitting image of him and I’m sure he was thrilled that at least one of his many kids followed in his footsteps….accountancy is not for the fainthearted. LOL
And so to my sister Sue, who is by a strange twist of fate (albeit a planned fate) here in the UK, and was with me when we got the phone call. I was able to hug her tightly after we had heard the news…she of course knew immediately she saw Valerie’s number come up on my phone that it had to be Dad….and so it was.

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Sue (now Sioux) as a 3 year-old…the year my father left us…

Sue I’m sorry most of all for your loss…..for the many years of sadness you have experienced due to the often fractured relationship you had with the man we called Daddy. I truly wish that life had treated you differently and that you had had the stability of a father who was there for you through thick and thin and loved you unconditionally.
I also have to mention my darling brother Arnold, who is no longer with us, and has been gone from this earthly coil for more years than I care to remember….Arnold, wherever you are I truly hope that you and Dad can now have the loving relationship you so desperately desired. If for no other reason than that, I hope there is a heaven and that you two can now be reconciled and find joy.
To my sister-in-law Timi and my brother-in-law Carlo thank you for being such awesome partners to your respective spouses…..I know my siblings can count on your support through this tough time and I’m sure you will both in your own way miss Derrek/Dad too.
To ALL my father’s grandchildren and great-grandchildren, sorry too for your loss. Your experiences of Grandpa and your memories will all have been very different and the reason for your loss very different too. In an ideal world how wonderful it would have been for you all to have had the traditional relationship…..but sadly it was not to be and for that I have nothing but sadness.
And so to the man I called Daddy, Dad and Derrek depending on where in our relationship or lack of we were. I often muse on how it was that we ended up so often at loggerheads, about how it is that I disappointed you so often, and how often you disappointed me. I wish I could have met or lived up to your expectations. I wish you could have lived up to mine. I guess that now that all is said and done and you’ve moved onto another dimension, whatever it may be, the time for forgiveness is now. And so Daddy I forgive you and most importantly I forgive myself, not just for the anger I had towards you but also for the many days I’ve cried over something I could not control.

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My sister Sue and I; 3 and 5 respectively…just little babies when my Father left….

I’ve spent the last few days thinking about what to say….what memories I can dredge up that would be suitable for your eulogy. I’ve decided to go with the first of my memories, the last and a few in between because the rest will have to wait for my book…..”This Daddy was my life” Which of course now you’ll never get to read because I’ve spent the last 10 years procrastinating. I do wish you had started yours though…..all your memories are now gone forever….perhaps that too is a trait I inherited from you.
My first memory would have to be the day you took me down into the storm drain in Mondeor because my ball had fallen into it. I remember how terrified my Mother was and how adamant you were that I would be okay…and so I was. And so I am now.
My last memory will of course be that you phoned me for my 60th birthday. Thank you for that it was an amazing surprise and one I did not expect. That is one memory I will now carry with me forever…..It apparently made my day. My daughter, your granddaughter, Cemanthe reminded me that you had indeed phoned. Sorry…..I had forgotten.
The memories in between are the many years that we didn’t speak, the many times and opportunities we had to say sorry but never did, I guess I inherited your stubborn nature. Not too bad a trait at the end of the day, it has certainly gotten me far in life…sometimes good, sometimes not, but overall it has to have been good because here I am…..and Dad, I’m in a really good place in my life. I still say thanks to your father, known as ‘Pu’ for having the good sense to have been born in London! How useful that has turned out!
Also the many memories of the fun times, the ice-creams…damn that is one thing I wish I hadn’t inherited…my hips bear testimony to my love of the stuff. Also, you probably didn’t know this, but one of my life-long daily routines started when I was 14 and came to live with you in Cape Town, albeit briefly. You used to bring me a cup of tea with a biscuit, in bed in the morning before school. I still can’t start my day properly without a cup of tea and a biscuit, except that now I have 2!!! And yes, my favourite is still ginger nuts. Some things never change.
Thank you too for the train set when I turned 7, I just wish you had brought it, I missed you that day.
I still, after 43 years, wish you had agreed to walk me down the aisle on my wedding day….it still hurts that you refused.
But hey, thanks for my middle name…..I never forget to mention that it’s my Dad’s name…it’s not every girl that gets her Father’s name as a middle name. When people say “but that’s a boy’s name” I always reply, “Yes, it’s my Dad’s name”.
And so Dad, Daddy, in closing I would like to say that despite all the anger, I did love you….mostly.
I wish I could have made you proud, perhaps I did, you never said. One thing I do know for sure though, your adventurous nature has infiltrated my genes…..for that I have to thank you…..I get loads of mileage out of telling people how my Father, in his 80’s, travelled around Europe on his own, on a bicycle….bloody good job old man…..for that I am terribly proud of you and I hope to follow in your tyre tracks one day, only I’ll be walking not cycling. Shame we never got to do the Camino together after all. It was fun talking about it though.
But guess what Dad, I still plan to do it!! I have my eye on the horizon and many travel plans for the future….look out for a yellow campervan meandering around Great Britain and Europe, your daughter and occasionally your grand-daughter will be out adventuring….just don’t hold your breath for a postcard….I’m not sure Royal Mail deliver that far.
Happy travels, I hope your bike has wings to take you far….say hello to all the folks who went before.
Till we meet again.
Rest in peace old man……I know you will be missed. Your daughter Cindy Alan Eve.
Oh and p.s. Perhaps Escom should have kept you on….seems they’ve mucked things up somewhat since you left.”

And that is a brief synopsis of my life with and without my father….time has now caught up with us and there will never be the opportunity to reconcile, to put the hurt and anger behind us…..to perhaps create good memories…..to be close again as we were when I was a little girl.  I wonder if, had we known that he would die this year, that we would have put our pride aside and reconciled….now I’ll never know. What I do know is that it’s so important to put perceived and actual hurts and slights aside, to lose the stubbornness and put anger away and tell people how much they mean to us and how loved they are.  I wonder thought if we, my Dad and I would have…..

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My Dad and I in 2011, the last photo ever taken of us together

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A brilliant travel writer, I’m fortunate to count this lovely and talented lassy from up north as friend and co-travel enthusiast.
huge congrats Zoe, you inspire me to greater writing heights.

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A North West travel writer has won a prestigious award for sharing her adventures online.

Zoë Dawes, who writes as The Quirky Traveller, is the winner of the “Best Culture and History Blogger” category in a national award organised by DFDS Seaways, one of the world’s leading ferry operators.

Zoë, who lives at Carnforth on the Cumbria and North Lancs border, has won a mini cruise to Amsterdam.

Her winning blog posts included a tour of Il Duomo, Milan’s cathedral in Italy, reflections on a spring day among the ruins of Whalley Abbey in Lancashire, and the many faces of Quito in Ecuador, South America.  Her portfolio also includes written top tips for coping with airports, hints for camping in Europe, and “What is cultural tourism?”

Zoë, who is also a business coach, has won thousands of admiring readers with her unusual take on life and travel. She regularly contributes…

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We know so little of what goes into our foods. But when our potential food sources eat the rubbish we discard, it takes the desecration of our planet to whole new level. It’s no wonder more and more people contract cancer on a daily basis…there is so much rubbish in the very food we eat and the water we drink.

http://storyofstuff.org/plastic-microbeads-ban-the-bead/

“What products contain plastic microbeads? 
Plastic microbeads are in face soaps, body washes, and even toothpastes. They are sometimes included in “age-defying” makeup (yes, filling in wrinkles with plastic dust!), as well as lip gloss and nail polish. Most wastewater treatment doesn’t filter out microbeads, and they get discharged into waterways. As a result, micro-plastic particles are found in bays, gulfs and seas worldwide, as well as inland waterways.

Does microbead pollution impact us? 
Could the plastic you’re washing your face with end up in your sushi? Crazy, but yes. Fish species that humans harvest for food have been known to eat micro-plastic particles at an alarming rate and the toxins absorbed in those plastics transfer to the fish tissue.

Plastic microbeads absorb persistent organic pollutants (long-lasting toxic chemicals like pesticides, flame retardants, motor oil and more) and other industrial chemicals that move up the food chain when the toxic-coated beads are consumed by fish and other marine organisms. A single microbead can be up to a million times more toxic than the water around it!”

Like I recently said on facebook, we’re doing a great job of killing ourselves….never mind the planet.

Please do consider signing and sharing the petition. It really is important. Thank you.

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I subscribe to sumofus and receive notifications of their various campaigns…..I usually sign the petitions for the issues about which I am most concerned….and of course I have signed this particular one because it is one of my bug-bears! According to NASA’s new report, California only has enough water to get it through the next year. People are under strict water-saving measures; farmers are struggling to keep their crops alive.

Yet, Nestlé is bottling water from at least ten natural springs throughout California, including from some of the most drought-stricken areas of the state, and selling it for profit. In places like Sacramento, it’s paying less than $0.14 per gallon.

http://action.sumofus.org/a/nestle-california-drought/

My thoughts; why should Néstle give a damn (no pun intended)? When the water runs out they’ll simply pack up and move elsewhere. In the meantime, stupid people keep buying the bottled water. Truly people, wake up and take some responsibility for your part in this. It’s not just the corporations that are culpable…..every one, including me in the past, who has bought a bottle of water is responsible for this situation…..besides which we are cluttering up the environment with a mountain of plastic that won’t ever disappear…..it’ll be here in a thousand years time….and it’ll be our fault.

I still recall quite clearly the days when bottled water first appeared on the supermarket shelves. I wasn’t a fan then and I’m not a fan now.  However, there have been times when for convenience sake I have bought bottled water while out on a hot day or travelling. Now I make a concerted effort to carry a bottle of tap water with me in a re-usable bottle…albeit plastic, which it seems we can’t get away from. But I simply won’t ‘buy’ into the wasteful habit and laziness of buying bottled water off the shelf in either the supermarket or the local take-away, or anywhere for that matter.

So how to stop Néstle? Stop buying the bottles of water!. It’s simple.  It’s like the fuel and gas issues…..people protest, they have sit-ins and and demonstrations….then they go home to their central heating, put the kettle on, turn on a tap for a bath, switch on the gas cooker and expect everything to be honky dorey at home, and if it isn’t then they blame the government for the lack of whatever…….It’s a farce. So long as we keep using and buying we are as responsible as the corporations…..stop buying and they won’t have customers to sell to. Simple!!

Frankly speaking, I think buying bottled water is a pretentious habit and we have been duped into thinking that it’s good for us to drink bottled water. The only places it’s good to not drink the local water is in countries where they don’t have water filtration and tapped water on supply. Anywhere else in the world and it’s pretentious. If you happen to find yourself in one of those countries that don’t provide tapped water, then carry a supply of water purification tablets.   People travelled for aeons without bottled water, ran marathons, climbed mountains, and visited countries where they didn’t have water on tap for hundreds of years before bottled water appeared on the supermarket shelves.

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Spring flowers

One of the things I have so enjoyed since living in the UK are the seasons. Each is defined by their flowers and colours, the delicate blooms of spring, the full blousey exuberance of summer, the warm rich tones of autumn and the stark beauty of winter.
And then we get snowdrops…the first sign that spring is around the corner!! As the nights shorten the sun sets later and later

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while the days lengthen as our spring flowers start blooming! I just adore snowdrops, so delicate and pretty, like fairy lanterns. They always remind me of the song from The Sound of Music.

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Next up to look forward to are the daffodils, just an amazing splash of bright yellow everywhere you look; on grass verges, beneath trees, between rocks and masses and masses in open fields. Glorious!! Nature awakens from her slumber

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The Tottenham Court Road mosaics are an iconic art installation and very much a part of London’s intricate and exciting art installations in the city. Please, Please sign this petition and add your voice to saving this stunning creation. Thank you in advance….Check out @LDN’s Tweet: https://twitter.com/LDN/status/559248098397261827?s=09

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Being home…

Having recently relocated from Richmond in Greater London to Broadstairs in Kent,

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I’ve discovered a whole new list of reasons to enjoy coming home….
My cosy bootie slippers I got from my chica for Christmas

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I get to sleep in my own bed

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I can sleep late
and enjoy a cup of tea and biscuits in bed before starting my day

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I get to see this view….Viking Bay, that no matter the weather, always looks amazing

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She helps me overcome my technology challenges

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and I rescue her from spiders!!!

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This was an outstandingly ugly spider with a malevolent face….it’s been relocated to the garden.
We get to explore new places, like Canterbury

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There are a host of different reasons, some small, some profound – like deep emotional conversations with my daughter, or just silly chatty ones.

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But mostly I just enjoy spending time with my daughter

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Home really is where the heart/hearth is!

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Heading home…

Well here it is….28 days down and I’m heading home!! It’s been a tiring stint and as before quite stressful, but now it’s welcome to Monday 2nd February….looks to be a fine start to the first week of February, albeit -3 out the sun is up, the ground is crunchy underfoot, the birds are singing, there’s a whisper of a breeze in the air, it’s a gorgeous day…..

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Oh, and we’re heading for spring. Hoorayyyy!!
I’m meeting up in London with my chica this evening and we’re going for dinner at a restaurant near Kings Cross. I’ve been invited to review the restaurant for 3 Days in London, so am really looking forward to it.

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Lovely London on a clear winter's day...

I’ll be home for 3.5 days before coming back here for another 2 weeks …the old gent I’m caring for wants me to stay all the time!! Uhmmm, no…I have to have a break mate!!
I am so looking forward to tea and biscuits and in-depth conversation with my lassy, walks on the beach, watching the sun rise over the sea….and peace!!!

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OMG I so wish I could show this to Tony Robbins self-egoed so-called guru of personal development and Billionaire on the takings of the people he has brainwashed into believing his bullshit. I always felt uncomfortable with his philosophy and thought it was me. And so they sell you the next and the next and the next course infinitum until they’re rolling in money and we are broke, still have sad days and feelings, but struggle to fake it While they sell us on Another of their courses. These people are to be avoided at all costs.

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